After years of running around breathlessly in the pursuit of goals, achievements, happiness, the best relationship and eternal balance. I am now at a stand still. in one year, my whole life has changed so dramatically that I now fail to recognize what the big fuss was all about initially.
I am now intentionally jobless, it gets to me sometimes that I am with out any daily routine, that I am not dwelling into other people's insanities nor am I claiming to remedy their loves and lives. This self imposing break has compelled me to look inward, a journey of self examination and what I hope to be , constructive criticism.
I have stopped writing for almost a year,I was in hiding from myself, didn’t want to face what my mind was constantly uttering. I wanted a break and I took that to heart, I stopped fussing, thinking, daydreaming and wishing. I took in reality as it happened, not airbrushed or altered.
The truth is….. I missed you tremendously, not a particular part but all of you. And thus I am back to speak my mind and open up my closet.
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